I just want to explode.
First of all, I’m sick with some weird flu thing and I feel all weak and can barely eat and want to throw up and can barely move. And then hes just being the average dickhead and its just ridiculous, its so so so so so easy to be a nice, smart human being and its so so so easy to make me happy yet he seems fucking unable to do any of it. He went out to town last night after telling me he couldn’t see me because he has an early cricket game, got drunk, and got picked up by the police. I’m surprised he doesnt know every one of them by name by now. And now he’s disappearing with his mates for 3 days to get drunk and not be with me on valentines day.
Lovely.
